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Badwater 135 Miler 1998 Report: Fred Vance
Badwater '98 Report I lean forward on my ice axe, weary and fatigued. It's been 56 hours since I left Badwater and I've only had a couple of catnaps since then. The pitch from Trail Camp to Trail Crest comes after 143 miles of intense heat and three big climbs. It is so steep that I can see two people several hundred feet below me between my legs. They are following in the snow steps that I'm forming as I break a new path to the crest. I'm wondering if they are stupid. I'm terrified and think I'm making a mistake, but I've planned to do this for years and failed twice before. I can't stop now. Yesterday I recall hearing a hiss and splatter and looked down to see the water drip from my Foreign Legion hat hit the pavement. The ice I put in it is melting faster and when it hits the pavement, it sounds like water thrown in a hot frying pan. I play with the water drops for a moment and then drift across Highway 190 to the sport-ute with my crew Joe Florio waiting at the side. "Hey Joe, watch this!" It doesn't work. I mumble something, exchange my water bottle which is getting too hot to hold for one that rattles with fresh ice, and drift back across to the pedestrian side of the highway. As I trot along in 120+ degree heat, I wonder whether the road is hotter on one side or whether my mind is playing tricks on me. On Thursday, as we drove to the start at Badwater, the murder of Ravens wasn't present at Furnace Creek. I wished I had taken a picture of the pair I saw at Stovepipe Wells sitting on the branch of a willow in the man-made oasis. They stand stoically in the midday heat, massive black birds holding their beaks open to cool themselves by evaporating moisture from their tongues. Why are they there? They certainly aren't dressed for the weather in their black feather cloaks. Joe was beginning to believe that all my wild tales were true. He had seen for himself the panting ravens, heard the German accents and seen this year's crop of German test vehicles parked near the swimming pool at Stovepipe Wells. He had even noticed my web toes and double-jointed ankles as I iced down my feet on the way to Death Valley. I was trying to get the swelling down that resulted from the pounding down hills and 60,000+ feet of elevation change at the Hardrock Hundred just four days before Badwater was to begin. We were sitting outside the Stovepipe Wells registration office sipping cold beer after the pre-race meeting on Wednesday, when "POW!" Suddenly the hood was up on a BMW coupe and six German engineers were crowded around. Like a Normal Rockwell painting, a crowd of swimmers was out of the pool peeking down at the engineers trying to figure what had blown. The Mayor of Badwater, "Badwater Ben" Jones was at the pre-race meeting, and at the start line with first lady, Denise. It was my first opportunity to meet Ben, though I had corresponded with him before. His stature and visage impressed me. He seemed unearthly, like a spirit or an apparition, or maybe it was my imagination, but talking with him I realized that he is a caring, intelligent person. The twenty-nine runners and crews had met at 5:30 in the morning to take pictures and clown around before the race. I heard "... est eine Mensche!" or something like that. It was the German runner Bernard Schoeneck. I wondered if it was the equivalent of "You da Man!". In Death Valley in July, German is more prevalent than English. Bernard must feel right at home. On the salt flats for the traditional group photo with Telescope Peak in the background, I talked with fellow running club member, Ephraim Romesburg, running his first Badwater at age 67. His devoted daughter, Laura was crewing for him. I recalled with mixed emotions, my wife and daughter crewing for me and worrying about their health while knowing that they would take care of me if I pushed too hard and slipped into heat exhaustion and unconsciousness. I also met Internet Ultra Listers, Vicky and Gary Hoover, people that I had exchanged email with, but never met face to face. I saw Eric Clifton and then I was talking with Gabriel Flores, a fine SoCal runner whose name I had seen a lot as winner of many ultras. We compared shoes and I thought, "What a normal guy." What a great sport when you can mingle and talk with your heros. Prior Badwater winner Bill Menard of Sarasota, Florida was in a serious party mood this year. He and his crew were wearing mid-thigh-length tee shirts that sported the front and backsides of bikini wearing women. Bill even had a baseball hat with a fake ponytail sticking out of it. Joe tied a couple of the balloons on our crew vehicle that Bill and his crew were passing around to add to the party atmosphere. During the first couple of miles, Bill, John Rosmus, and I ran together and jovially endured a constant stream of whistles and comments to the effect of "Hey Sweetie, what are you doing tonight?" as crew vehicles leap-frogged us. The start of Badwater is more like one of those European cycling tours with crew vehicles jockeying for position than it is an endurance run. As six AM approached, I grew nervous because the runners weren't lining up at the Badwater crosswalk for the start. I started feigning a miler's start and then began calling out to everyone, "It's going to get hot, let's get out of here, let's get this show on the road!" The coolest hours are right after dawn. Somehow, the race started pretty close to 6 AM. Maybe they thought I would leave without them. Eric Clifton jumped into the lead and was steadily pulling away from everyone just like last year. I had asked Joe to start with a short overlap in case I had forgotten something. Thereafter, we went to a 0.5 mile overlap and I occasionally sent him off exploring on side roads so he could see some of Death Valley while it was still relatively cool. The hotter it got, the closer I would want Joe to me. At about two miles, we began to see-saw, as I tried to concentrate on my own pace. At one point, I found myself matching pace with Gabriel Flores. I said, "Don't worry about Eric, he'll blow up. Run a smart race, take it easy. I know you can win this." He said he intended to do that and then it was time for me to ease back to my pace again and watch with fascination, the motorized effect of Gabriel's feet and legs steadily pulling away. I lost sight of Gabriel, and Bill, before Furnace Creek. Near Furnace Creek, I was with John again, but I think he stopped for a rest there. A couple of miles from Furnace Creek, I sent Joe ahead for some down time in the air-conditioned store and restaurant. I didn't stop at Furnace Creek. I was alone, but confident and comfortable leaving Furnace Creek. The runners seemed to be spreading more and I lost track of everyone around me. I don't know if I stopped looking forward enough to see anyone or whether the land was rolling enough to hide people ahead of me. The day compressed with the distance and I found myself viewing the sand dunes that herald Stove Pipe Wells. I was ahead of schedule. Past the dunes, I carefully considered the distance and called for Joe to pack the hydration vest with ice. When it was ready, I donned it, and with an extra bottle of ice water, I cut Joe loose to register at Stove Pipe and try to catch a nap before I arrived. I said I would be there in an hour or less. I hadn't seen anyone in a long time. Bill's van came out to meet me, passed and turned. Then I could see them stop by Bill ahead of me. I don't know if they were dropping him off or just checking on him. I caught up with him soon and slowed to chat. I asked if his crew was getting too hot and tired. They weren't jogging with him any more. I picked up the pace saying I wanted to get in before Joe had to come looking for me. As I approached Stove Pipe Wells, I could see three orange flags fluttering in the increasing wind. I thought I was going to pass three runners, but it turned out to be a road warning sign, not the orange flags with runners numbers on them. I placed my flag at the edge of the parking lot and weighted it down with some rocks. I stopped at a pay phone and called my wife to tell her how well I was doing. The phone was almost too hot to hold, I dropped it when I first picked it up. Joe was napping when I arrived. I took a quick shower, and changed out of the pajama bottoms I started with, into some compression shorts, expecting that the temperature would be dropping as I climbed out of Death Valley toward Towne Pass. I had crease blisters on both feet from swelling in the icy waters of Hardrock. They were hurting, so I tried lancing them but there was no fluid in them. I pinched one and the skin tore away, so cut both off with a pair of scissors and applied Suzi's famous Tincture of Benzoin and Elastikon taping technique. It worked beautifully with no more blisters or foot problems. Bill caught me shortly out of Stove Pipe. I slowed to let him pass. I can't tell whether I'm running my own pace when someone is near me. When Joe caught up with me, I was beginning to feel an edge of nausea about me, a harbinger of heat exhaustion. It was still hours before dark, and the temperature seemed to be climbing not dropping as I climbed toward Emigrant. I opted to return to the motel to settle the food I had eaten prior to leaving and to get back into my pajama bottoms. I don't know how long I stayed at Stove Pipe Wells. I think it was two hours, an hour longer than I had planned because my alarm didn't rouse me. When I went back out on the course, we had trouble finding my flag. There were three or four crews and runners loosely grouped. We drove past them, but didn't find the flag so I had Joe take me back behind them to a place I was sure I had been before. After letting me out, Joe continued searching for my flag and finally found it in front of the other runners. He came back and drove me up to my flag. This must be exasperating to runners and crews alike to have someone show up and take a position ahead of them after having rested. One of the runners caught up with me, but couldn't make it stick. I was too fresh, the sun was down, and I was moving at a fast walk uphill. I continued to pull ahead and passed other runners on the way up to Towne Pass. Some of them were retching. At the pass, I lay on the gravel parking lot and slept for 15 minutes to prepare for the fast down hill into Panamint Valley. When I woke, I rolled off the pass into Panamint Valley at the steady rate of about 7 miles an hour. I was holding back for the floor crossing and climb to Father Crowley's Point which I could see from Towne Passe in the moon light. I slowed significantly on reaching the floor, averaging only 3 mph for the twenty mile section from Towne Pass. Panamint Springs was a busy place. Joe was able to get three bags of ice before they began limiting to one per runner. As I climbed out of Panamint, I asked Joe to go back and get a sandwich. I hadn't had any real food for over 24 hours. He came back with the best ham sandwich that I've ever had. I saved half because I knew the danger of over-eating in high heat. The climb didn't stop at Father Crowley's Point, it continued to the Darwin Hills, and rolled along till the Darwin turn-off. I tried to press the run down from Darwin to Keeler like I did in '97, but I couldn't seem to get my momentum going. By Keeler, I figured I was an hour slower than the previous year. I called for the hydration vest and sent Joe ahead to Lone Pine to check-in at the Dow Villa, and find food. While he was gone, the sun was moving lower and getting into my face. I put a kerchief over my face and must have looked like a bandito. A photographer leap-frogged me three times, setting up his long focal-length lenses and whir-snapping away as I walked the white line, too hot and uncertain about Joe's return to try running. Joe came back in an hour with another great sandwich and some ice cream. After eating, I went back to the white line and watched the sun edge toward the snow covered Sierra peaks in a space blue sky void of moisture. When I judged the sun to be 5 minutes from being eclipsed by a peak, I stripped down to running shorts, socks and shoes. By then I was in shadow and started clicking off miles in rapid succession. Julie Tieger's RV came into sight. I was moving fast enough for half mile overlaps. In half an hour I was passing her and as the sun set, I was couple of miles ahead. In a matter of a couple of hours, I had gone from being an hour behind last year's schedule to half an hour ahead. There's a tremendous difference between moving at 2 mph and 8 mph. The mountain's shadow had cooled me enough to allow me to run fast before it got dark and my pace slowed. I can't seem to run fast with a flash light. At the Dow Villa, I cleaned up, ate, and re-taped my feet for the final push. I left Joe behind to catch up when he was ready. It was good to be on the Whitney Portal Road. It was night and pleasant with the temperature dropping as I climbed. I passed someone on the way up to the portals, but was surprised that I couldn't see several crew vehicles spread out up the mountain. In the last few miles, I had Joe play loud music for me to help me stay awake. I recall the Beach Boys' Kokomo. The poor campers probably didn't know what to think. The official finish came sooner that I expected, a half hour faster than last year. I crawled into the back of my crew vehicle and Joe slumped down in the passenger seat and we slept for twenty minutes before being waken by hikers with head lamps looking for their friends to start up Mt. Whitney. Joe and I were the first Badwater team to head up the mountain at about 6 AM. We had heard that Marshall Ulrich would be starting up the mountain at that time too. Marshall and his two man crew passed us above Lone Pine Lake and took the lead for the summit quest. Rangers were waiting to check our day permits. Around 2 PM, Joe and I were ascending the switch backs from Trail Camp to Trail Crest. They were mostly covered with snow. At the cable hand rails, I ran into an over-hang that was dripping water and forming a chasm in the deep snow pack which looked dangerous to cross. I decided it was time to traverse the snow field to a point where I could make a vertical ascent to Trail Crest. As I edged away from the cable rails, Joe followed and asked, "Is this dangerous?" I suddenly realized how scared I was, and replied, "Joe, this is dangerous as Hell, and I'm terrified. I think you should go back down the switch backs the way we came and wait for me there." Joe got mad, but contained it pretty well. I reminded him that we had agreed to evaluate the conditions when we got there and make a decision whether to proceed. I also told him that I had promised his wife, Mary, that we would not do anything dangerous. I almost panicked at the thought of trying to explain to Mary and Joe's three young children why their dad didn't come back alive. I couldn't make myself think about what my own wife and children would do without me. I had to focus on making one step at a time and try to quit looking between my legs every time I leaned on my ice axe to rest. There was nothing down there but and upside down world with ant like people below me. I had to forget that I was on a 1000 foot vertical sliding board, covered with snow, with large boulders at the bottom. I tried hard not to think about how I was going to get down. I could only think about reaching the summit. As I reached the crest, I met hikers waiting to glissade down and asked how one did it. They looked at me like I was joking. Here's a guy with an ice axe ascending a 1000 foot snow field and asking how to get back down! Two miles to go to the summit and I meet Marshall and his group headed back down. I ask how they are going to get down. They plan to use the switch backs. Apparently they had managed to get past the spot where I would not go. For the next four miles, I would wonder which way I would go down. I would ask each new group that I met if anyone was still at the summit. Finally the last group passed and said, "No, just you and the marmots." I reached the summit at 4:48 PM and was the last to sign in for the day at the stone shelter's registration log book. I noted that Bill Menard had made the summit although I later learned that he had not completed the course. There must have been 30+ successful summits that day as Marshall's name was back at least a whole page. I took a couple of quick pictures of the stone shelter house with my gear piled on the registration book. The marmots were unwilling to come out and snap a shot of me in all my splendid glory. It wasn't until I reached trail crest that I knew that I had to glissade down. I was too weary and fatigued to take the slower path down the switch backs. I yelled Joe's name three times, hoping he had waited for me, but ready to accept the possibility that he had gone down the mountain. I imagined that all the backpackers at Trail Camp heard my call and would be watching as I careened out of control. I sat down and began my descent before I could think about it too much. I was trapped into a chute that other hikers had made on descending and it was too fast, so I struggled to bring myself to a stop and worked my way out of it. I blazed my own path. It was bumpier, but slower. As I sped down the mountain side, I threw a couple of glances at the switch backs wondering if Joe was there. As I approached the boulder field at the bottom, I spotted Joe's red tights, and was immensely relieved. Everything was going to be alright. I had run out of water at trail crest, so the first order of business was for Joe and I to filter some more. Unfortunately, the filter stopped working, so we went the last four hours down the mountain without water. Night caught us at Lone Pine Lake. We had one AA flash light, with no extra batteries or bulb. I expected a 14 hour round trip to the summit, but the snow field had slowed me by two and a half hours. We finally reached the trail head without incident, at 10 PM. We were even fortunate enough to get back to Lone Pine before the Pizza Factory closed at 11 PM. In retrospect, I don't know whether the glissade from Trail Crest was as dangerous as it seemed or whether that was a side effect of 60 hours of fatigue. I don't intend to find out any time soon. I'm hanging up my drop bags and hydration vest. I plan to take up fly fishing with the kids next year. Barkley, Hardrock, and Badwater were my ultra running swan song. I plan to write a comparison and contrast of the three runs and answer the question which (IMHO) is the hardest. Stay tuned. Regards, Fred Vance fred_vance@moldev.com Barkley, April 4, 1998: 60 miles, 39:23:xx Hardrock, July 10, 1998: 101 miles, 51:38:48 Badwater, July 16, 1998: 146 miles, 58:48:00 (2nd place)Home